I feel like I have no one?

Hey, I'm sorry about your situation. What I would do is just sit down with them and tell them how you feel, and make them really see your heart. Just be as calm as possible. If that doesn't work, then just let it be and give her time to really see what she's missing out on. Especially because of all the abuse she put you through. And as to your Father's death, just really think that he's in a better place now, and that he's looking down on you, and he's waiting for you. If you still feel upset, then maybe you could try getting a counselor or something. I'm sorry for your loss. Try praying for a change a lot. Nobody really knows how God completely works, but he does. Just pray and give it time. Good luck!